Sunday, September 30, 2007

Yipppeee!!
Baby bought me the bugis bag i wanted so much. LOL
She so sweet hor?
Omg, Think im becoming a bung-alow!
Using my baby's money. >.<

Well, at least 2 things down.
Registered for my bike & got my bag le.
Left my laptop and PSP.!
Till Dec, I will eat bread and air to save $$. =X

She is slping like a lazy pig again!
Suppose to do report my dear! LOL!
Please dun tell me u are doing ur report in ur slp.
Before i piak u!
Better rmb do it by tmr hor!! =)

Dunno wad i did,
Question marks surrounds me.
Coldness Chill Alone Isolate.
Did i do or say smth wrong?
Maybe was a lil over sensitive?
But if i really did smth dun keep it to urself k?
Tell me, at least i can do smth to make it better.


``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/30/2007 03:18:00 am

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Counting down counting down,
12 more days to my birthday.
Haiz, seems like a very sian bday to me!
Dun have the mood to celebrate it.
The nearer the day,
The mood seems to get worst!

Money seems to be the only issue!
Bro wanna open a KTV pub,
each person split $150!
Pls la! she is workin lo.
Obviously she has the money la!

Still yet to book my bike license yet!
Wanna get it done ASAP. haiz
My psp, i think can wait long long le.
Many things yet to be settled.
Still saving money to clear some debts in dec. >.<

If only i was lucky enuf to be born wif a silver spoon in my mouth,
No nid silver spoon also can.
But at least bronze spoon ma.!
Now i like machiam born wif a plastic disposable spoon in my mouth.
Forever money is the issue! haiz!

Oh ya, today baby treat me eat dinner. =)
haha! Pepper lunch!
Nice nice.!! Yummy Yummy!
And im hungry now!
Well i finally eaten rice!
After i dunno how long le,
Lost count liao!! HAHA

If Only I Could Jus Stop Time


``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/29/2007 04:35:00 am

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

YEAHHH!!!
Today i finally register my bike license!!
Super Duper Happy!
But the sad thing is i haven book my practical! >.<
No money book!! haha
Registration is $80.25. Expensive ma?
I have to go tru 8 Practical lessons & 4 Theory Lessons.
Each practical Lessons is $21.40 - $23.50.
Practical Test is $36.05.
Where to dig the money sia? LOL
Well at least once register i cant delay too long also la!
Hopefully by next yr jan i can start riding!
Hope i dun fail bah! >.<

Today went for 2 interview!
Was still deciding whether to work the lan shop or call center.
When suddenly both ask me go down today! LOL
Which is better sia?C
all center pay is higher,
Lan gaming shop is nearer to my hse.
Alamak! i dunno which to choose le la. ='(

Call Center.
- 8 Oct start
- 1 month training, Training hours are 8am to 5pm. -.-"
- During training is $7/hr.
- Once confirm, $9/hr.
- At Clemenceau Ave.
- Working hours are as early as 8am till as late as 2am. No fix shift.
- 9 Month contract.

Lan Game Shop
- 10 Oct start
- $1000
- 24 hrs shift. 7am - 3pm, 3pm - 11pm or 11pm - 7am.
- Fixed shift.
- At Elias Mall.

Lol, both got their goods and bad.
Which should i choose?
Can anyone help me decide? >.<
Big big big headache!

Finally watched finish D.Gray Man.
Starting a new anime,
"KIBA" it seems nice!
Haven really watched it yet. -.-"

Whole day nv really eaten.
Den in the end baby bought food and bring to my hse.
So sweet right? LOL
But she really wanna feed me until i fat wor.
She bought me curry puff, Donut, Moon cake, BBQ pork puff.
All the food tat i'll ever crave for.
Gosh she's feeding me like i haven eaten for a few days.
I have a sudden craving for rice!
Haven eaten rice for a long time le. >.<
Been eating nonsense and nonsense and more nonsense!


...'


``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/26/2007 02:14:00 am

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Silence of my heart,
truth tat is yet unsaid.
Disappointment tat i give,
Courage tat i dun have.
Guess i'll say it now.
I did it again.
I'll try harder next time.
Baby im sorry!


*unspoken*


``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/23/2007 12:59:00 am

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Rented a DVD.
"Hills Have Eyes"
So much looking for word to watch it.
Went to buy Doritos and titbits!
But the damn CD was protected.
Wasted time looking for decoder.
By the time i was ready to watch,
Baby fell asleep! haha..
Stupid piggy!!~ LOL
Ended up anime-ing tru the night again.

Tuesday i got interview at starhub. haha
At the call center.!
pay is rather not too bad.
$9/hr. 5 Days week.
But timing is madness!
Can start as early as 8am in the morning,
And end as late as 2am in the nite! ha.
Hope i could get the job!
Seems rather fun.

Bad news i recieve today!
Heard from baby tat PSP is changing a set of new stocks!
No more modified version!
Have to use original games!
Fucking hell! It is expensive to use original la!
The moment i recieve this news,
almost fell into depression!
I wanted a PSP so badly!
And jus when i wanted to get a job so i could buy my PSP,
....................... SADED! *sobs*
Left wif one choice,
I have to find enuf money to buy my PSP before they change the stocks!
Haiz! Guess if they change to original version i wont buy le >.<
DAMN SONY! Hope ur company collapse!! Close down! No business!


*Unspoken*


``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/22/2007 05:07:00 am

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Send baby to work today.
Wanted to eat Doritoes for breakfast.
But NTUC haven open. *sobs*
So ended up not eating breakfast again.

Ytd went for interview.
Guess wad kinda job.???
ha, data entry wor!!!
Amazing? I've went for an office job interview.
Hoping to place my butt in one of their chairs.
And sit till my butt grow big big. -.-"

Today dun really have much jobs in th newspaper.
So dun think i will be going any interview today.
Staying how to slack!
Anime-ing all day long.
Should go watch claymore.!
is quite a not bad anime too.. =)

PSP PSP PSP !
Omg.! everyone has got a PSP le.
Wonder when will i even by mine!!
Seems like i wan so many things hur.
By the end of this yr,

I WAN
  • At least my bike license registration
  • A new white bag tat i like
  • A PSP
  • A laptop



Was jus wondering,
How do u guys see hypocrites as?
Are they as bad or hated as u guys all say?
Well, one thing is for sure.
U will nv know if the person on ur left or right is one.
Cuz plainly they're hypocrites.
Unless u are able to see tru them.
Guess hypocrites aren't really a bad thing.
U need to be a hypocrite to survive in tis world.
And a Nice hypocrite will always succeed.
Twirling everyone ard wif their fingers.
So be careful.!
Are u the one twirling? or are u being twirled?
Open ur eyes bigger.
And learn to keep ur mouth shut.
If u wanna survive in a political world.



``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/20/2007 11:19:00 am

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Again Another sleepless night.
Im tired, Im shag.
But just not able to fall asleep.
Toss and turn on bed almost an hour plus.
Finally gave up & back to the computer.

Another hour or so i can go read morning's newspaper.
Finally getting serious to find a job le.
Too much engery in me not being used up.
No wonder i can still survive all day
Even when i just slept 1 hours plus last night.
Within 2 days i sleep an hour plus.
Omg, Im killing myself.

Used to not be able to wake up.
Sleep just wasnt ever enough.
But now it seems like i cant sleep.
Tossing and turning all night and still wide awake.
Episodes after episodes,
games afte games...
My eyes are popping out.
But im still not tiredd.. !!!!

Thinking of getting office job.
Should i? lol..
Morning train can kill me. haha!
Packed like sardine!
Squeezing like mad idiots.
Even the fat can become thin. -.-"

Wish me all the best!~
Going to look for a job today.
Hopefully able to find one.
One tat can accept my piercings.
Hahahaha..
Good luck to myself. ~
Waiting for the sun to wake up.
Doubt i'll be slping today,
since i cant fall aslp might as well not sleep.
At least at night i'll be tired enuf to slp. =))

Gomennasai, I Couldnt Help But Fall In Love With You


``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/19/2007 05:51:00 am

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Today Today Today !
Today i withness a rat cooking. xP
Omg. Ratatouille is so cute!
If only my hamster could cook.

Watch Ratatouille wif my baby today.
Thot the cinema would be packed. haha.
i was so wrong. -.-"
Got to sit couple sit somemore. =D

Doritos for dinner.
getting addicted to tat chips.
Famous amos my love!
Drooling all over, *LOL*
mentally prepared to gain 2kg? *sobx

Tat bugis bag is still in my mind.
Wondering why im so indecisive to get it.
Like it but yet hesitating to get it. -.-"
Should i should i not? haiz
Will i used it for long?
Or will i jus dump it soon after. -.-"

Still cant get to slp.
I am super tired i guess.
But my brain seems to be functioning perfectly.
Hoping my brain to be low batt soon.
Exhausted leh >.<
I wan to slp arh!!!

Tomorrow will be gg down orchard again.
Niu just called me.
Asking me to accompany janice to put tattoo.
Haizz ! tattoo again..
When will i be able to put mine?
I wan grim reaper. !
With a cemetery background.
Wouldn't tat be cool ?

Oh god, bless me wif a lil more slp.
I'm sleeping lesser by the days.
Seems like I'm having insomnia !
Gosh think im dying soon.
thot i could die at 40 yrs old wif my baby!
But im exhausted to my bones.
And i still cant fall aslp!
Wad the hell is happening to me !

Forget it !
i'm gg to try to slp again !
Bless me wif some slp!
Have to wake up by 7.30am !!
Slp well bongz ! ~
Nites nites Bongz!~
Muacks Bongz! ~
Sweetest dreams bong! ~
hehe


Where ever you go, Wad ever you do, i will be right here waiting for you


``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/18/2007 03:40:00 am

Monday, September 17, 2007

Shopping at bugis ! ~
sad thing is, im not the one shopping. >.<
Baby recently on shopping spree. lol.
Spend almost $200 le. -.-"
Hunting for her office wear.
Looks or seems easy,
but somehow we had a hard time finding nice office clothes for her.

Went bugis today,
saw a very nice duffle bag.
Fell in love with it.
Still wondering if i should buy it. haha
Its white, wonder if i can maintain the colour. -.-
$28.90 i guess is quite cheap.

Baby wanna buy me a school bag.
A backpack. lols..
is rather cute and nice.
And is white again. =X
Cost $60+ almost $70.
Is nice ! Like it tooo.
But dun wish for her to spend so much $$ on me.
Burning a hole in her pocket. *xin tong*

Ytd she bought 2 pairs of shoe
And a few other stuff.
Today she bought a bag,
which i think is superb. *niceee*

Saw many things i like le.
Need to get a job so can buy.
Need to start saving also.
Wanna get my bike ASAP !!!
Planning on how to spend my money,
when i haven started earning.. OMG
Wonder how am i gg to save.

Maybe opening another acc for savings.
Wonder could tat even happen.LOL.
If only i could plant a money tree tat really grows money!!
*Oh god oh god.
I pray to own a money tree tat grows money.
Pls make my wish come true.
Amen*

Baby, In my eyes theres only you.


``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/17/2007 05:12:00 am

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Many things to update,
hmmm where should i start? O.o

Baby bought me things from thailand !! Hehe
2 Tops and a Cap. =)
Soo sweet hur..
Thank you thank you ! ~
Miss her while the time she is there thou.

Everyone is working at the moment,
Busy wif their life le. >.<
As for me..............
I completed watching my NARUTO.
Finally!! 220 Episodes are over.
Started on Naruto shippuuden. LOLS!
Animes are jus nv ending. -.-"

Today is baby's second day of SIP.
I should start looking for a job soon too.
But once i start working,
wont have much time to spend wif her le >.<
And our off days will definely be different.

Her job seems so fun.
She is like being paid to tour singapore. -.-"
I also wan leh. UNFAIR AR ! >.<

Muz really get a job soon.
I nid money, and money dun seems to grow on trees!
My bike license keep delaying too ! >.<
Public transports jus sux la.
Jus now while taking a bus home,
A damn black and smelly ah pu neh sit next to me.
OMG. Can u imagine the smell.
Could vomit my whole intestine out ar !
Damn it. *AHMATABIA*
it means -His mother is a pua lok quay- =X

And and and,
I finally reach my desired weight le.
45 KG !!!! ~ and i wanna maintain it le.
dun wan go any higher.
Im hungry now.
Gg to look for food le, den back to naruto-ing. =D

A dream hse for me and you, Our World


``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/13/2007 01:03:00 pm

Thursday, September 06, 2007

My baby is paying a visit to ah guas. LOL.
Not in singapore,
Not near me.
But still constantly on my mind.
Still missing her badly. -.-"

Met niu and potato today. lol.
Went to bugis to gai gai,
den go orchard see lion dance.
Seeing niu shop and shop make me so gien to go on shopping spree too.
Sighs, bo bian ar !! NO $$ !!
Why am i not born wif a silver spoon in my mouth?
NO FAIR >.< Sobs

The bloated feeling is still there.
Appetite getting worst and worst.
food is neither coming out from here nor there. -.-"
Smoking im still trying to overcome.
Temptations im still trying to resist.
I wanna smoke again. Can i ?
Quitting seems so hard when everyone ard u is smoking.
And im the only one not smoking in my clique. -.-"

Baby is coming back on sunday. >.<
She jus left today yet im already missing her.
She couldnt find anything she like to buy yet? LOL
hao ke lian ar!! LOL
Counting down the days to see u again.
Wonder how am i gg to survive tru the days when u are flying. 0.O
Missing baby ! ~ >.<



*unposted*


``Bonggz~
Till Life Bring Us Apart. 9/06/2007 11:41:00 pm





Gotta Be Me


Name. Jervonn Xabian Bonggz
Coded. SixtyNine [69]
Labelled. Butch
Birthdy. 11 October 2007
Email. Icyflame_88@hotmail.com

Tombstones


[PeiYu]
[Kellie]
[Dabian]
[LiPing]
[C-clia]
[XiaoHui]
[BabyToot]
[Ski]
[ Germaine ﺕ ]
[Bread]
[Graciie]

DeathWish


My Baby
PSP
Punching Bag
A new Handphone W580i
I.P Zone Jacket
A new Wallet
My Bike License
A Kawa Bike
To be a Vampire
Levi's Watch
Misty Grey Contact Lens
Hong Kong Trip
A White Specs
MONEY
Complete watching "Bleach"
Clothes
Wireless Keyboard and mouse
For My Fringe To Grow Longer
A Home For U & ME

Memories


May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008



MOAN ALOUD




Gratitudes

Bonggz™.